"nothing will last forever"... you said

you told me that nothing would last forever but still, you`re making long-term plans with me.. i just can´t get it... i´m trying hard to understand the things you want to do, the things you´re gonna say, the things you´re thinking.. but i just can´t... that´s wonderful but at the same time, uncertain...

i would like to have for sure that you love me as much as i do right now, that you need me as much as i do, that you think of me as frequently as i do about you.. i would like to know if you´re considering to make it happen as i´m doing at this moment, if you´re dreaming of me as i do some nights... if you want me as much as i do... is you desire my soul as much as i desire yours

everydody´s telling me that you are really getting into me but, some of your words got me confussed last night so.. at this very moment don´t now what to think, what to expect from you... but... don´t know how or why neither, i feel that you´re falling in love as much as i am so... i´ll wait.. until the time comes and we couldn´t do anything but talk and name this that has been happening to us this last couple of months...

i´m starting to believe that, even when i didn´t want to, when i didn´t look for it, when i was resisting... i´m finally starting to wish to be beside you for the rest of my life ´cause that means no more troubles to me because at your side everything gets easier and possible, everything happens when i´m with you...

i´m praying to god for you and for me, for us to have the opportunity to be together no matter what, from now on...

hope god hears my prayers and makes them a wonderful reality real soon.

B