just nuts! like hammy!... just like hammy!

changes, changes, changes... everything around has been changed during the past couple of weeks and I just feel confused, worried and uncomfortable... I have always had everything around me under control and nowadays I have been feeling overwhelmed by the time, the deadlines, the expectations, the requirements, so many instructions in too many directions... I just don´t know where I want to go... where I would like to be... the only thing I know for sure is... I don´t want to feel this way!

I don´t want to be bored, stressed, thinking over the same the whole time, fooling around just wasting time and energy... I don´t want to run away, I´m not that kind of person... I like to confront and solve everything that happens... I was born to make the difference, I was born to deal with anything...

I think that I´m just pushing myself too hard and there are many things around me right now that cannot be controlled... I have beeen doing the things that I need to to, the things that I should do and the things that I must do... I did everything on my hand to make everything in my head happen... now I just have to wait patiently .... the universe is conspiring right now... I should let it work... it´s for my own benefit...

now that I´m writing I can notice that all I have to do is TAKE A DEEP BREATH ... and KEEP MY ARMS WIDE OPEN TO THE BLESSING AND GIFTS FROM THE UNIVERSE because, actually, I have the time and the money I need to do whatever I need to do...

THANKS GOD for the wisdom, for the blessings, for the opportunities, for your hugs and your love... for all the angels that you sent me before and the one that you´re going to send for the upcoming days... thank you for walking me trough the path of life, thank you for thinking of me as a precious vase under construction... thank you for staying with me the whole time no matter what... thank you thank you, thank you!

all I can say is thank you... I love you... Hope to be the one you imagined when you gave me life as a gift... hope to make the best with it and let the other discover all your wonder, your power, your love, your wisdom, your smile...

I´ll be writing you from time to time...
xoxo
B